I love feeling this nervous!!!!!

It is almost complete. All the prep and anxiety of leaving everthing behind is almost over....and thank goodness. Buying the damn bus ticket kept making me want to reach for a paper bag. Anyway i packed the bag up last night and shocked myself when i realized how much stuff im taking alone. And i dont even have all of it here yet. But lets go down the list of food and gear. For breakfast we have oatmeal with dehydrated fruit with a side of instant coffee. Protein bars and pop tarts for second breakfast, for lunch we have ramen noodles(may not even cook them) with tuna and triscuits, instant mash for when I need something filling, and girlscout cookies and jerky cause they are awesome. Dinners yet to be decided. For the gear we have 2 pants(one waterproof, one turns into shorts), thermal top and bottom, compression shirt, trail shirt, gloves, hat, 2 socks, 2 liners, 2 underwear, water shell, bug net, pack, tent, dry bag for food, water bottle, stove, fuel, towel, spoon, headlamp, toothpaste, toothbrush, floss, lighters, soap, backup batteries, guidebook, flashlight, solar blowup lantern, vinyl patch, RobotDevil from Futurama.  Things not shown, sleeping bag, bed mat, hikerpro water filter, knife. My back hurts just typing this. Also have a lighter wrapped with gorilla tape somewhere around here